nothing has changed..

†•it’s just that.. i thought everything CHANGED..•†

if it wasn’t for that stupid dream, i would be relaxed as ever.. but recently, it’s all i’ve been thinking about.. damn it all.. i am getting perverted.. O_o;; *sigh* his face.. everything about him.. and every time i close my eyes, i see him.. his figure above me.. and me, writhing, below him.. it felt so real.. sweat dripping from his face.. those eyes that drown me in them.. his sweet voice saying my name over and over again.. waaaaaaaa.. i am getting perverted.. i can’t believe this!! i crave for him!! waaaaaaa.. i don’t want this!! i don’t want any of this.. i know i can live without him!! but then.. why am i having this dreams and day dreams?? damn it..

>.<;; i really don’t know what has gotten into me.. now, all i think about is his slick, sweaty body.. his eyes.. his voice.. his smile.. my hips working with his.. how he can make me want him more.. waaaaaaaa!! why am i thinking of those things?!?! waaaaaaaa.. O_o;; what’s happening to me?? T__T i am really getting perverted..

i just hope that these thoughts disappear before the starting of the school year.. damn it all.. >.<;;

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