why in the hell did you leave?!
†•i hate you so much that i wanna cry..•†
i wait for the day that i can once more hold you tight.. until then, I can’t cry this pain away.. until then, memories are all I have… how i long for one more kiss and just to hold you once again.. how I long to hear you say "our love’s eternal, never will I leave from by your side…" i go my way, i journey on, now ’til forever.. with the memory of our last kiss to keep me going.. and though i am alone again, i shed not a tear.. as night skies arrive, the heartache begins for in every dream.. the image of you lingers still.. so I walk alone, sleepless, guided by the moon.. i know i’ll give to eternal sleep.. and when that day comes, i’ll never again let you go.. i’ll pretend that i’m not about to cry.. i’ll pretend that these tears are only rain.. as I lie awake at night, listening to this quiet rain.. as I bow my head in prayer, my wish is that this burning emptiness inside would heal… i close my eyes, i turn around, and go on my way.. with the dream that somewhere out there, love, you wait for me, too.. and though i am alone again, i shed not a tear..
chemistry class?? haha!! our group didn’t do anything.. our classmates bottled up their wines.. we didn’t do it, because ma’am said that our wine didn’t ferment well.. haha!! ^_~v so, we’ll make another wine on monday.. *sigh* oh yeah, we also ate the REFRIGERATED CAKE that we made ^_~v ahihi.. and ma’am discussed some things about WHY WE THINK OF OUR PARENTS AS THE DEVIL.. you know, because of all the rules and things that are NOT allowed.. well, i don’t really think of them as DEVILS, ‘coz i’m pretty much independent and we only have 3 rules in this house.. hihi..^^ and those are ¹DON’T DO DRUGS, ²DON’T HAVE VICES and ³SUDY HARD.. haha!!^^ ma’am annabelle also said that we should make an essay on WHAT OUR FIRST RELATIONSHIP WAS LIKE.. and if we didn’t have past relationship, we should do an essay about WHAT OUR IDEAL RELATIONSHIP IS.. hihi..^^ i don’t know what i’ll do.. i think i’ll do the IDEAL-thingy, ‘coz i can’t remember my first relationship.. ^_~v or i’ll do both.. >.<;;
i don’t know why, but this day, i kept on looking at HIS direction.. i don’t know why.. but, i think it’s coz of the things that ma’am annabelle said about he relationship thingies.. haha!! i was thinking about what she said about RESPECT and HOW WOULD YOU KNOW THAT YOUR PARTNER LOVES YOU.. haha!! i don’t really know.. and also the thing of being PHYSICAL.. she said that we’re too young.. yeah, i know that we’re too young.. but still, i think that you just can’t resist the urge to be physical, specially if it’s with the person that you love.. *sigh* the hell with all this crap.. haha!!
hmm what else?? we also played volleyball.. yihee..^^ ok, ’nuff
