i wanna crush your body to pulp!!
†•i’ll kill you.. let’s burn TOGETHER in HELL!!•†
last night, i just confirmed something.. *sigh* i’m really getting tired of those kinds of things.. right now, i don’t want to go to school anymore.. the truth is, i wanted to drop ever since this school year started.. but i also wanted to survive in that hell-like place.. *sigh*
well, i would like to drop now, but i made a promise to one of my friends that i wouldn’t drop.. damn it.. i shouldn’t have made that promise.. you see, i’m not someone who’ll break her promise.. i always keep them.. because i hate people who break their promises.. IF YOU CAN’T KEEP A PROMISE, THEN DON’T MAKE ONE!!
the reason for all this?? actually, i was just controlling my anger and hiding it.. i knew that people talked behind my back.. i knew that they were always spreading things about me.. gawds!! even the teachers know about it.. who else can spread it?? of course, the student who know about it.. and who are those who know about it?? MY CLOSE FRIENDS, as i call them.. or NOT!! i was really mad when i knew that the teacher knew about it.. the hell with that!! someone told them.. it’s not like they’ll just know about it.. whoever that BITCH is, i’ll search for a way to make that BITCH feel the way that i do..
i was pushed beyond the borderline when i heard some laughing during MATH TIME maybe 2 or 3 days ago.. they were talking about girls and those stuffs.. but they were talking about a particular girl.. hmm.. who could it be?? they were talking about that girl’s legs and lips.. they said they were soft.. hmm.. whose legs?? whose lips?? i had a feeling of whom they were talking about.. but i still kept my cool and just continued to do my work.. they all continued to laugh.. and i heard something..
"kahit new student alam.." [even a new student knows..] a boy said.
damn it..
"siya naman nagkakalat non eh.. di ako.." [it's that person who spreads it, and not me..] the other guy replied.
damn it..
"anong hindi ikaw?? eh pati ikaw eh, sinasabi mo rin.." [what do you mean not you?? you also say those things..] the boy said again.
damn it..
then, i heard more laughing.. shit.. that made me remember of something that the guy [who said, "siya naman nagkakalat non eh.. di ako.."] and i talked about.. he said something about me spreading things ’bout us.. hmm.. it’s so annoying..
still, i didn’t jump to any conclusion.. i asked 2 people who were included with those laughing people.. and they said it.. i was the one being laughed at.. damn it..
i hate them.. i despise them.. i’m disgusted.. they’re so pathetic.. what will they feel if that was done to them?? hmm.. let’s see their faces when i humiliate them in front of the whole world..
i hate them.. I HATE THEM!!
