so happy.. yet so sad..
†•let’s just say that my misfortune’s been paid..•†
well, today.. i was depressed about something.. the truth is i was really sad when i saw and heard something.. those were words that are just hard to accept and swallow.. i hate feeling this kind of feeling.. when i told myself that i would already move on.. i hate myself for letting my guard down.. and to let such emotions fill me.. mixed with the others is an emotion that is commonly known as "jealousy".. i didn’t want to feel that way.. but instead, it got worse.. i felt anger and irritation.. and it made me so weak.. *sigh* that was how my morning started..
the happy part?? well, you see.. i have this crush on one of the ROYAL [other 3rd year section] students.. *sigh* and today, i got his cell phone number, he stood beside me, he wrapped his arm ’round my shoulder [akbay] and i was just so happy.. i almost went MAD when i got to the THE room.. haha!! and i let out of the happiness that i felt there.. haha!!
it’s been a long time since i felt that way.. haha!! well, actually, i was a bit down the past few days.. and it was because i thought that he knew that i had a crush on him.. and because of that, i thought that he purposely avoids me.. 
huwaa.. well, i guess i was wrong to think that way of him.. haha!!^^
oh well, ’nuff of this mushy stuff.. bye bye!!
