am i this naive??
†•let alone the sadness i felt..•†
yes, i did want him to suffer.. i wanted him to be unhappy..
but i think that wanting him to be that way is.. well.. kinda childish.. even if i say that he did things far worse than what i wanted to do to him.. maybe i should just forget everything that happened between us.. our relationship.. our love.. our promises.. even the pain that i felt because of him..
it was this pains that gave me the idea that revenge is sweet.. for some people, it is.. once, it was for me, too.. but.. maybe it’s better to just let it all go.. i shouldn’t be affected or something about "this" thing.. i am far more mature than stoop down to the level of those who once tried to destroy OUR relationship, and fortunately, they won and succeeded.. and that brought me pain.. not to mention, a lot of it!!
let alone the sadness that i felt.. let alone the pain and heartaches.. now, i am a happy person.. with nothing to worry about.. and i don’t want this thing to spoil my Christmas vacation.. besides, i don’t want people to think that i still love him ‘coz of this.. that would be.. uhh.. y’know.. BAD.. ahehehe..
people keep pushing me.. and keep telling me that i still love him.. cut the crap!! i don’t love him anymore.. and that’s what i’m going to prove..
let’s say that he’ll be happy.. then, i wish for both their happiness..
"Win dain a lotica En vai tu ri Si lo ta."
~To a heart that is numbed with cold the dragon takes.~
