can’t stop these tears..
†•ichi-nii’s back!!•†
BLEACH 63 has been released yesterday, and i got to see ichi-nii once again.. xD ahihi..
right.. well, today, all of the high school students planted more vegetables and fruits at the backyard (more like a graveyeard) of FEU-FERN.. haha!! =3 well, it was HOT as HELL.. O_o;; i was expecting it to be a bit cooler, but even with the cold season, it was still hot.. >.<;;
the "can’t stop these tears" thing?? well, things happened today.. we were asked to draw what we truly feel, and today was the submission.. i think that i just reflected too much on my work.. then, some other things happened, and i was overwhelmed with the emotions..
*cries*
it kills me to know that i’m just lying to myself.. that i’m a fool for always putting on this mask.. i think that it’s a way for me to escape the truth.. how foolish..
i lied about being strong.. i am too weak to face what’s real.. *sigh* really.. TOO WEAK..
