arigatou..
†•lost in my thoughts•†
today, i went to school to attend our recognition day.. ^_^ i was awarded 1st honor of 3rd year.. some people said that i earned it, that i deserve it.. all of them thought that it was all me, but no.. it’s also because of HIM..
thank you so much for making me strong.. thank you for making me feel that someone’s there.. that someone will be PROUD if ever i got this award.. i don’t know how i’ll thank you, but i promise.. one day, i’ll be a great person that you’ll be PROUD of.. i’ll keep this up, so that when the time comes, i’ll be able to say "I DID IT!!" i want to see your satisfied smile.. i want to hear you say, "YOU DID GREAT.." that’s why i’m doing all these..
you’re my inspiration.. my goal.. you’re everything i ever want to be.. you made it, and i WILL, too!
none of my family members came to the recognition day, like last year.. but it didn’t matter.. i already know that they’re proud.. sure, at first, i was really down, because i thought that someone would go because i’m TOP 1.. but hey, i can’t do anything about it.. xD every time i have an achievement, it seems that it’s not good enough to be acknowledged.. maybe it’s because my brother, my sister and i are all smart and talented.. oh well~
thank you for being there.. i looked at the audience.. you were there, smiling at me.. you were at the very front, and your eyes were saying.. "i’m so proud of you.." at that time, i smiled.. and fought tears that were about to come out.. thank you so much.. thank you..
//~an imagination that i wished was true.. sing to me our song, and i’ll listen.. with all my heart~//
i love you so much..
