enrolled
†•4 grueling weeks of non-stop studying•†
we were supposed to meet at the JOLLIBEE near FCM yesterday morning and go to HOPE CHRISTIAN ACADEMY together to enroll for the review this summer mainly for UPCAT and ACET.. but.. gacy and gil decided to go first, so caren and i met there, and went together to the school..
going to that school is a pain in the ass.. damn.. i have to spend more than 60 pesos to go there, and about 40 to go back home.. damn..
*damn it*
[i wanna freakin' pass, so that for once, people will acknowledge my achievement.. it seems like being TOP 1 in high school isn't enough..]
this upcoming year [4th year], my last year in high school, i will still do my best and strive to be on top.. i will, because of only one reason.. it’s not for the scholarship [since i know that i'll be leaving next year for college, so there's no point], not for my parents’ acknowledgement [i know that even if i achieve greater things, those will still not be enough, so why bother], and not for those DVDs that i yearned for so much [wahaha!! i already got my mom to promise that she'll buy me those].. therefore, i will work hard for GACKT.. yeah, yeah.. i know that it’s weird, but.. what the heck?!
*and here i go again*
"i did great.." that’s what i thought when i ended up being the top1 in our batch..
"surely, someone will go for our recognition day.." what a stupid thing to hope for..
"i know they’ll be proud.." riiiiiiiight.. O_o;;
well, no one went.. haha!! isn’t it funny? being the top 1, expecting someone to go there, and no one came.. [but hey, that's life]
*and again..*
when i knew that no one will come to our recognition day, i finally realized that i’m just a burden.. you see, my sister studied at UP IS when she was in elem, at PSHS when she was in high school, and at UP Diliman now that she’s in college..
at that time, i said to myself.. "i wanna make Gackt proud.." [wahaha!! what the hell was i thinking??] but i stuck to my goal.. yes, it’s true.. he’s my inspiration, so why not make him my goal?? [there's nothing wrong with that..]
he’s great at everything.. and to me, his way of thinking is interesting.. and he also helped me.. a LOT..
*back to the review-thing*
our review will start on april 24 [monday], and will end on may 20 [saturday].. our schedule is monday to friday, from 8am - 12noon.. fuck fuck fuck.. O_o;; i don’t know if i can get up early.. >_<;; i’m used to sleeping late and waking up LATE.. i wake up at 10:30am, sleep again, wake up at 12 noon, sleep again, and wake up at 2pm.. when i don’t feel like getting out of bed, i sleep again.. @_@
damn.. how am i supposed to do this.. O_o;; anyway, i hope this review-thing will make my life more.. uhh.. interesting..
*one more thing..*
my DVD burner doesn’t freakin’ work!! *cries* when i burn a CD, it does.. but when i burn a DVD, it doesn’t.. O_o;; wtf?! huwaaaaaaaaaa.. *cries*
this sucks.. my life sucks.. yes, it does.. yes, pokemon doesn’t work.. and yes, i want to die so badly..
