sayonara
[04.01]
this is the first day of our vacation.. i started my vacation with a "fruits basket marathon"!! haha.. i watched the whole series of fruits basket today.. well, i already watched some of the episodes before, but i wanted to know the entire story.. it’s a nice anime..^^ i laughed and cried at some parts.. [i'm too sensitive] O_o;;
i admire tohru.. she has this stupid-girl thing going on, but she was still able to ease the sohmas’ sufferings.. maybe it’s ‘coz she stuck on being herself, and just said things from her heart..
i wish i can be like her.. *sigh*
oh well.. another thing happened.. *and here comes the GACKT part* O_o;; i cried last thursday night.. huwaaaa.. it was because i read an e-mail saying that gaku-chan would quit singing.. and i was like, "no.. NO.. NO!!!!!!!!" *cries* i really cried.. the reason was that he was going to marry someone.. O_o;;
well, let the girl-to-be-his-wife OWN him, but why does he have to quit singing?!?! *cries* that’s what i thought.. you see, last wednesday, my friend, cj, and i were talking about what would i do if something like that happened..
well, anyway, everything has been cleared up now.. *phew* well, it turns out that gaku-chan will be working on a drama.. he would need all the concentration in the world, but he’ll not quit.. xD
but.. if ever that day comes, if that day when gaku-chan leaves the music industry, i’ll always wait for his return.. and even if he doesn’t come back, i’ll still be thinking of him, because his songs will always play endlessly in my heart..
i didn’t think that vacation would be this boring.. for some reason, i feel a little bit lonely.. maybe it’s ‘coz i miss my classmates.. nah~ i doubt it.. the laughters?? nah~ it’s not that.. maybe it’s just the mere feeling of being with lots of people with different personalities.. *gah~ i am WEIRD* @_@
this day really passed by so quickly.. and up today, i still strive to survive and get by.. i’ve decided.. I WILL LIVE ON!!
"Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live. But as long as they have something in their hearts, that courage will never vanish." ~Sakura; Tsubasa Chronicles
