Even with just a hint of light..
I remember the feeling of being so in love.. The feeling of the smile on my face fading slowly.. It’s a sad feeling.. Then again, would it be love without this kind of feeling?? The feeling of my chest being squeazed.. I kind of remember everything.. Even the tears that ran down my cheeks..
Maybe it’s because I listened to KAT-TUN’s Kame and Junno’s "Special Happiness".. They kinda sound like Arashi in that song.. xD I swear someone sounded just like MatsuJun.. O_o;; I guess that’s Junno..^^ *‘coz I know Kame’s voice, and it doesn’t sound like Kame’s.. xDDDD*
Minsan nagtataka ako.. Bakit pa kaya kelangan masaktan?? ‘Di ko talaga alam.. Basta ang alam ko lang, talagang kasama yun.. Kelangan DAW masaktan para mas matutong magmahal [..??] *sigh*
Mahal na mahal ko SIYA noon.. Gusto ko pa nga siyang laging makita.. Hinihintay ko pa siya pag uwian.. Grabeh.. Akala ko SIYA na talaga.. *katangahan* Akala ko ‘di na ako makakakita ng katulad niya [Hindi ba yan lagi nating iniisip??]
Siguro mga dalawang taon ko siyang minahal.. Sa loob ng dalawang taon na yun, nagkaroon siya ng mga mahal.. Kilala ko silang lahat.. Masakit, pero.. Nginitian ko lang siya at tinulungan.. Pinagmasdan ko lang siya.. Andun lang ako lagi sa gilid.. tahimik na binabantayan siya.. Ilang gabi rin akong umiyak.. Ilang umaga rin akong umasa..
Hanggang sa nagdesisyon akong tumigil na.. Naisip ko, "Sinasaktan ko lang ang sarili ko.. ‘Di naman niya ako mahal, at ‘di niya ako mamahalin.. kahit kelan.."
Ngayon, may girlfriend na siya [ulet].. ‘Di na kami nag-uusap.. ‘Di na kami nagpapansinan.. Minsan nakakasalubong ko siya, pero para bang wala man lang kaming pinagsamahan.. Para bang ‘di kami naging magkaibigan, para bang ‘di naging KAMI.. Para bang ‘di kami magkakilala..
Mukha naman siyang masaya.. Masaya rin naman ako.. Oh diba, pareho kaming naging masaya?? ^_^
Sometimes it’s much better to just let go..
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FANGIRL time.. ^_^ xD
I’m loving the Jr’s more and more.. <333 I watched Ya-Ya-yah 060806.. Yabu and Hikaru.. <3333
Andun si Reon [Shoon's younger bro =D] Inoo also sang Shelter with Arioka.. I REALLY MISS MACCHAN!! ;o; And then, they sang Shounen no Mama.. ^_^ Reon was one of the back-up dancers.. *__* He’s the one with the skateboard and was wearing a plain white shirt.. ^_^ Then.. Ho!Summer.. OMG, everyone looked so hotttt.. woohoo!!^^ xD
Here’s the vid.. ^_^ http://youtube.com/watch?v=J2KI90y8ZIk
Reon had a hard time with the dance.. I guess he still doesn’t know the dance well.. Anyway, I’ll keep on cheering him on.. ^_^ Ganbatte Reon!! \o/
Oh, and I reccomend this drama.. =3
Grabeh.. Bawat episode, napaiyak talaga ako.. ;o; Simula pa lang, maluluha ka na.. =_=;; HOMG..
Ryo Nishikido [NEWS/Kanjani8] is acting as Asou Haruto.. I actually didn’t like Ryo.. x_x;; Pero.. nung nakita ko siya dito sa drama na toh, I was like.. "Dude, Ryong-Ryo toh ha.. O_o;; Parang ‘di nag-iba ugali.. xD Ok fine, minus the perviness.. Haha!!" I like his character in this drama.. =3
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Here’s a synopsis from Fuji TV::
This beautifully moving drama is based on the real-life struggles of a 15-year-old girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. The script is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen. The book that later followed entitled “One Litre of Tears" has sold over 1.1 million copies in Japan alone.
Aya’s only wish was “to live." By carefully depicting Aya’s earnest desire to live, and the love of her family, friends, and lover, the drama, “One Litre of Tears" wishes to deliver her simple but strong message: “Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing."
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Oh, and if you want to watch it without downloading or buying it, watch it on YouTube.. ^_^ Here’s the link..
Eps 1-11 [got the link from ryochan_daily]
It’s a playlist of ALL [11] of the episodes.. =3
OMG, I love the theme song of that drama.. ;o; The title is "Only Human" by K.. You can listen to it HERE..
I’ve cried each episode.. OMG.. Ryo-chan cried [4 times!!!].. ;o; I really couldn’t stop myself from crying.. ;___; Asou is such a jerk.. xD HOMG.. TORPEDO!! Hahahaha..
//I’m beginning to like Ryo-chan more and more.. O_o;;// You’ve gotta be kidding me.. xD ZOMG.. Saihara and Nekoism friggin’ influenced me!! xD And yes, I admit that I’m loving Ryo more and more!! ;o; *Why the hell am I crying??* Well DURH!! ‘Coz I like.. hated him before.. xD [but now I love him, ya know.. <33] *Yeah, it’s about 2 in the morning so I’m like this.. xD bleh~*
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Hey, if I say, "never let go of me", will you always be by my side?
"I won’t leave you.."
Arigatou..
