sadistic tendencies

I was supposed to post something here, but I think that it’s better for my LJ.. ^^;;

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and ON with JE stuff..

I still miss Jin.. I just watched UTAWARA 10.22.06.. Jin’s still there, and he’ll still be there for another episode, but it’ll be so different when he’s gone from the programs ;~;

And yeah, I still cry when I see their previous performaces.. Btw, their Miracle performace had a bit of Akame love in it.. He also seemed happy while performing.. He’s all smiley.. xDDD Every moment is precious.. He’s prolly already off last or last last week, and I wish him luck.. Mattemasu!

I have this weird urge to replay that part where Kame said, "Dance.." xDDDD And for some reason, I’m soooo into Jr’s these days.. No srsly.. Nagpadevelop ako ng pics, and majority, pics ng Juniors [and a lot of Akame and Jin =p~]..

…and JE is taking over my life..

May mga taong nag-iisip na napakaBABAW ko for crying dahil lang nagHIATUS si Jin, pero.. ganun talaga ako eh.. [May mga MAS GRABEH pa nga sakin na sobrang panic dahil sa rumors.. Nung na confirm na maghahiatus nga siya, andaming nagBREAK DOWN.. Someone even said that she's a li'l bit glad na 'di na siya ga'non kaGRABENG fan ng KAT-TUN, kasi kung ganun pa rin daw siya, baka pati siya nagBREAK DOWN na at 'di na nakapagLJ..] They don’t understand [cguro kasi iba talaga interests nila.. xDDD].. NapakaCORNY ko raw.. =_=;; Kasi, kapag part ka talaga ng fandom na ‘yon, talagang maaapektohan ka.. Like me, I love KAT-TUN.. I love Arashi, T&T, NewS [please come back ;~;], Kanjani8, the Jr’s, and many more groups in JE.. <333 Then, may Jrock fandoms pa [Gackt, Gazette, a9, etc etc].. And pag may nangyari, naaapektohan ako..

Hmm.. Basahin niyo na lang yung post na ginawa ni among_the_lost.. ^____^ Here’s the link.. [http://community.livejournal.com/jin_daily/161865.html]

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And with other stuff…..

Andito na si mama!! YEAH!! \o/

I have a new keyboard, and my sister’s jealous of meh.. Kyahaha!!

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[and Senga and Taipi are so damn sexy 8DDD~]

It’s 2:04am, and YES, I am updating, ‘coz I’m dead bored.. xDDD

There were two things that made me cry today.. ;~;

*sigh*

Listening to.. Boku no Kimochi.. ^__^ <3333 I love this song, ‘coz well, I just do, and I like the PV.. xDDD

Ok, about those two things..

First, the news about Jin being in hiatus.. =O >__>;; I’ll miss Jin.. They said that he’ll be in hiatus for half a year ['coz he's going to study abroad], but in his press conference, he said that his date of return is still uncertain.. X__X;; Well, the good thing is he’s not quitting KAT-TUN *phew* and KAT-TUN wouldn’t be called KT-TUN [which would be hard to pronounce.. xDDD]

Well, even though Jin is not gonna be there, I’ll still support KAT-TUN!! Yes, that means Kamenashi Kazuya, Akanishi Jin, Taguchi Junnosuke, Tanaka Koki, Ueda Tatsuya, and Nakamaru Yuichi.. All of them.. <3333

I’ll wait for his return with a smile.. ^___^ And when he comes back, I hope that he still has that Bakanishi-thing in him.. xDDDD [Don't get all smart on me, Jin.. Lolz]

Next, I watched JJExpress’s Super Star performace in SC [don't know what date].. Kohei sang.. and I just.. missed him.. ;~;

Why the hell am I posting in English?? =___=;; Dunno.. *shrugs*

Btw, to all Filipino Arashi fans out there, join our forum!! http://z10.invisionfree.con/arashiph  *SPREAD THE ARASHI LOVE*

Oh, and Angela, Erica, and I are going to sing Ueda’s LOVE IN SNOW during our UN.. 8DDDD I’ve always dreamt of singing that song on stage.. <3333 Bianca is so gonna cry.. xDDD

Oh, and I’m planning on singing Boku no Kimochi with Angela, since Erica’s not really a fan of WaT or anything.. 8DDD

Well, I need to go now, ‘coz my sister’s here, and is kicking me OUT of her room.. xDDDD [Yeah, I'm using her laptop >:D]

WHOA.. 91?! O_o;; Srsly?? xDDD

No one reads.. No one cares.. Why the hell am I even posting here?? I dunno.. *shrugs*

Bianczzz, I finished upping all the MatsuJun pics..^^ Click the link below [previous entry].. ^___^

*sigh* Natapos ko na rin sawakas ung Filipino project.. Yung THE, patapos na rin.. Physics, di ko pa nasisimulan.. AMP.. >_>;;

Nasira pa yung computer ko..Punyeta.. Magbabasa na lang muna ako ng mga libro ni Bob Ong.. 8DDDD Babye world.. Oh, and Megami-chan, ang saya mong kausap.. 8DDDD

Wala munang kulay, ‘coz I’m using Opera, and.. yeah..

We still have no electricity..

6 days.. 6 effing days without electricity.. =_=;; SUCKS..

Oh, by the way, I made a completely public journal at LJ.. I made that for my friends in RL who don’t have LJ, but still want to know what’s happening in my life..

Obviously, I don’t write everything here, so.. http://rieka09.livejournal.com
That’s it.. You can comment anonymously IF you have no account [just state your name so I will know who you are], but if you have an account, FEEL FREE to add that account.. ^___^

By the way, I finished uploading the 300+ pics of MatsuJun for *cough cough* SOMEONE, and of course, for everyone else.. 8DDD..^^

Here’s the link.. 8DDD

MatsuJun PhotoAlbum.. =3

Dami nang nangyari.. ‘Di na ako nakaUPDATE.. DAMN.. =_=;; Masydo asing busy with SSC/UAAP stuff.. and.. *sigh* WHATEVER.. WALA KASING KURYENTE!! NAAASAR NA AKO!! >_>;;

I can’t DL stuff!! >_>;; I miss my computer!! DAMMIT.. ;~;

We still have no electricity.. It’s already the 5th day!! *cries* Actually, the other streets in our village already have power, but our street.. *sigh*

My sister and I slept at our dad’s office because they have power there.. We had to wae up early to go back to our house, ‘coz I thought that we have school.. xDDD When I was about to leave for school, the phone rang and it was Patricio.. It turned out that we have no classes because our school still has no power.. I also heard that it was ruined because of the storm.. >_>;;

Oh, and there’s this news that there wil be another storm.. DAMN.. I hope that our power comes back before that storm.. =_=;;

I can’t do my projects because my projects are all in my computer, and the submission is supposed to be today, so we’re going to submit them tomorrow.. DAMN DAMN DAMN..

Oh, and I plan on staying in this internet cafe all day again.. xDDD

Oh, and Bianca loves LOVE IN SNOW.. 8DDDD

We won!! \o/ FEU Baby Tams VS Ateneo Blue Eaglets.. 67-55.. WOOHOO!! \o/

*cough cough*

Why do I feel like the stupidest person in this world?? =_=;; Then again, I know that I’m stupid, but.. *sigh* I hope people would stop making me feel more stupid than I already am..

I AM friendly.. I AM giving.. I LIKE making people happy.. I TRY my best to help people.. I just hope that they would appreciate the things that I do.. A simple thank you is fine.. [Yes, this is like Bianca's post] Don’t bitch at me..

And.. I hope people would STOP abusing my kindness.. Yeah, right.. Like that would happen..

With people like THEM, that’ll NEVER happen, but I’ll give it a shot.. WALA NAMANG MAWAWALA EH.. =p BLEH~

I was really supposed to make a photo album of Jin here [friendster], but it only allows me to upload up to 50 pics per month, so I decided to just upload some [only 10 pics =p] here and then upload the rest on my Photobucket.. 8DDD

Anyway, you can view the [B]Akanishi Jin album by clicking on the album at the left side of this blog.. [or HERE]^^ Ohh, and you can see all of the piccies @ my BAkanishi Photo album.. 8D

I’m also planning on doing a MatsuJun album for A CERTAIN SOMEONE out there who loves him so much.. xDDD The Jin album’s for me [I just needed to picspam], and of course, for your viewing pleasures [if ever you wanna see him]..

And OMG.. Kelangan kong malaman kung saan makikita [sa Mandaluyong] yung Karaoke place na merong NewS, L’Arc, and other Jmusic songs.. *___* and I don’t know why, pero bigla kong nagustuhan yung TEPPEN [NewS] O_O xDDDDD

YEHEY!!! Friday nanaman!! xDDDD *dances and throws confetti all around* Manonood nanaman ako ng game bukas.. 8D

Btw, nanood kami ng Curse of The Ring/Curse of the Nibelungs nung Thursday.. Actually, halos buong araw lang kaming nanood ng movie.. xDD Steeg!! Steeg!! Steeg!! Eniweiz, ’nuff na muna.. xDDD

Kimi no Tame ni Dekiru Koto.. ;~; Listening to this song just made me all teary-eyed.. ;___; It’s true.. There’s no one who can replace you..

BAkanishi Photo album.. =3

I re-upped Care [credit: among_the_lost @ jin_daily].. xDDDD You should really listen to this song.. Don’t STOP the track just because it’s a Japanese song.. Try to LISTEN to the music..^^

Care PWNS me!! I love this song.. ^_^ Jin writes beautiful lyrics.. Hahanap lang ako ng translation, and try ko ipost next time.. 8DDDD He wrote Hesitate when he was.. 15 or 16..?? 16 ata.. xDDDD and amazing, dude.. 8DDD

Anyway, download Akanishi Jin’s Care HERE.. [upped in MU, kasi yan madalas yung pede sa mga tao.. 8D] Share the link if you want.. =3 *but I bet no one will DL it here anyway* Well, just in case..^^

ohhh, and ‘di pala ako pumasok ngayon to rest.. haha!! xD Well, tapos na akong magpahinga.. 8DDD

It’s Maru’s birthday today.. xDDD Otanjoubi omedetou Nakamaru!! \o/

Let me start this entry with.. "Why? Jennifer!!" xDDDD Hahahaha!!

*cries*

I can’t believe that I actually almost forgot how much I love Jin.. ;o;

Grabeh.. Kapapanood ko lang nung Live performaces ng "Kimi wo Omou Toki" and "Care".. Those two songs always make me cry..

He can be a baka/stupid sometimes, pero.. his being stupd is cute..^^ :X I can’t believe that someone can be so hott, so sext, so cute, so funny, stupid, dorky, a great singer, a great dancer, and a great actor all at the same time.. xDDD

I love Jin’s smile.. ^_^   I guess everyone who knows him does..

And lemme end this entry with "All go to helicopter Sky."   xDDD Haha..

whoops.. pahabol.. Awww.. we all love you Bakanishi.. xDDDD